When I first decided to become a Scientologist, the first thing I wanted to do is the Purification Rundown. I have striven hard to do it and I have done it. The main idea is to be able to confront the areas in our life which are not as we wish them to be. I was ashamed of having taken drugs. It was an area which I wasn't happy as I could be. Then I heard about the Purification Rundown. I have read about it and the first thing I did was just wish to do it right away. Then I did it.

     I have recovered my ability of being a happier person as I was before I took drugs. I felt the urge to survive and to create so strong that not a second should be lost. And over all I decided to grant myself beingness.